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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2006|01:34 am]
I really love apples.
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Drugs sex, and rock and roll, and more drugs, and sex. [Apr. 20th, 2006|09:27 pm]
Yesterday we had a discussion in my english class. The proff. admitted to being addicted to vicoden (with a perscription) and nobody thought that it was bad when he said so. However when the topic of marijuana use came up, certain people in the class argued that it was morally wrong to smoke pot. Me being an asshole, asked why. What is it exactly about marijuana that is bad? The answer to this question was nothing. Unfortunately, nobody in the class was able to wrap their minds around why. Marijuana is NOT bad on its own. The attribution of bad is something that we as a society do. "Howabout oxycontin", I asked them. Their response was that if you had a scrip. then there was absolutely nothing wrong with oxy use. Oxycontin is time released morphine. The "street" name of morphine is *GASP* heroin. So you are taking oral heroin, in refined form. To my class there is ABSOLUTELY nothing wrong with this. Oh, if you have the consent of a doctor. Marijuana on the other hand is, on its own, bad. But why?! What is it exactly ABOUT pot that makes it "bad"?
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2005|02:25 am]
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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2005|05:55 pm]
I have got one thing to say:

and yes, that is 1200 x 800 resolution, if you have a widescreen computer like i do this is important to you so that your background doesn't look squished.
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yeah! [May. 29th, 2005|03:22 am]
I love you, now watch as i burn the sky.

this post is dedicated to everybody. This post is dedicated to.....people who have wicker chairs especially. and people who have crazy bay windows. Or those fancy energy saving windows that i see on tv, or tinted windows, or windows that slide up instead of sideways. God sideways is a good movie. The girl in that movies windows slide up though, hott hott windows!!! friggin merlot though!!! even more friggin is this drn touchpad on my laptop that thinks everytime that i touch it i want to clik. What it does not in fact realize is that whn i touch it i really would like for it to come off of the computer and do a shot of crystal meth with me.!

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it's a beautiful day [May. 27th, 2005|08:33 pm]
It is days like today that i am very glad to be alive. I am sitting out on my deck, (love that wireless infobaun) the sun is low in the sky,
there is a very very slight breeze (which is causeing my hair to playfully blow about in front of my glasses, cool, but making it slightly hard to see the screen lol), the birds are chirping, grass is green, and only a few small clouds dot the sky. It is gorgeous. The only non-perfect aspect of today is that i have not yet found anybody to go see 'crash' with me. I have wanted to see this movie for a very long long time, and now that it has arrived i cannot find a companion who wishes to see it as well. meh, maybe i'll just go and see 'unleashed' with tyler, i really really want to see that film as well. One of my favorite new activities has got to be sitting in java g's on my laptop, on the couch in the back, and just watching people come and go. Just observing their personalitites and imagining where they might be on their way to. I see couples come in together and study together, and that makes me smile, i see moms come in with their children, business men might be enjoying a cup of coffee whil arguing about the latest office scandel. Then there is me, just sitting there on the couch, with my drug of choice (yerba matte latte') enjoying whatever music might be playing, pondering wether or not to take out stirring the sky (a book) and read a few things out of that. That is one of my favorite passtimes, and i will miss it almost as much as i am giong to miss every single one of my friends when i move. I am nothing without my friends, i love them all dearly, the end of this summer will be a very difficult time indeed.

just so that everybody knows, i am going to marry, Marian from 'Requiem for a Dream':
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requiem for a dream [May. 25th, 2005|12:11 am]
[music |bright eyes - something vague]

Well for the last several days, everybody i know has been asked the question:
"have you seen requiem for a dream?"
i got a lot of nos. I invited everybody to see this movie. The movie is quite fantastic. It has got phenomanal acting, a superb storyline, the cinematography is beautiful, and it has got a stellar soundtrack to boot. This movie has got one flaw....it is a bit...graphic. While the majority of the movie is just fine, there are several scenes that i would feel very uncomfortable watching with even the closest of friends. If anybody who reads this wishes to watch the movie, be advised to screen it in advance, particularily the third 4th act.

The movie begins with Harry, a young, handsome, addict, stealing his mothers television set so that he can buy drugs. The mother protests, but we later say that she is indirectly funding is habit, she buys the set back from the pawn shop owner each time he trades it for cash. We soon meet his friend (tyrone?) he is a young, black, fellow addict. Harry and tyrone cook up a sceme to make some cash and make it to easy street. Soon after we are introduced to harry's beautifl girlfriend Marrian (sp?). I will admit to falling in love with this character, mugh like clemantine from 'eternal sunshine of a spotless mind'. These three's drug dealing business flourishes, their box for storing cash is soon full, and Harry and Marrian's love grows. Harry's mother, who is conviced that she will soon appear on 'JUICE' a show that she watches religiously, gets addicted to diet pills. Something she started taking because she wanted to fit into a red dress she wore when harry was a child. A lack of available drugs causes the three to start losing money, in an act of desparation Harry and Tyrone head for florida, to the source of the heroin that they are selling. Marrian is an addict that will do anything to satisfy her cravings. Without money she resorts to trading sex for drugs. her physical appearance changes dramatically and she soon finds herself in a horrifying world where she is nothing but an object, she has betrayed her love for harry, even though his love is still strong.

this is an incomplete review, but i have a short attention span, and besides i am asleep right now and this is all just a dream.
my spelling sux, but i don't care, if you do, you need to leave the internet and never come back again, even better, go hide in a hole and never come out again. Unless your russian ;-)
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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2005|10:16 pm]
laina, if you are reading this right now. . . .will you marry me?

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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2005|11:55 pm]
[mood |apatheticapathetic]

as promised. . .here is a picture of my awesome big brother poster of awesomeness!!!!!!!!!

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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2005|01:55 am]
[music |Dj Dragon Ice and Dj Revelation - Aural Ecstasy]

Uhm, just so everybody knows......i now have a 3 foot by 4 1/2 foot poster of big brother.....as in 1984 big brother. It is probably the coolest thing i have ever made. I just woke my sister up at 2:00 AM to show her...well 1:50 but whose counting..THE TIEMZONES!

and i have approx 8 1/2 hours until i am finished with high school forever, but that pales in comparison to the poster...will post pictures tomorrow.
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